Who wants to live forever?

I have made all my plans for the Great Plan of mine, my three week holiday where I try to turn my life around. I have made lists of just about everything, set myself daily goals, and no I just need to clamp down on the terror that I'll falter, that I won't be able to stick to this.

Even failing at one of my daily tasks will hit hard, so somehow I have to make sure I have the moral to do everything I'm supposed to do.

Trouble is I never have been very good at moral.